Being Nice doesnt necessary pays

How many a times have u tried being nice to ppl and being considerate when it doesnt pay at all in the end!

How shitty is that feeling...

Feel like why did u put in the effort and tried to be nice in the first place.. should have just hack care and do whatever the necessary!!

Well... not that i was blamed for it.. just that i feel that my consideration for being human enough wasnt appreciated by some ppl. I was kind enough not to activated ppl at 4 plus in the morning and well.... we had a long long debrief session for that! Dunno what to do man.....

Sometimes life is all about choices. Its at crossroad where ppl make decisions and lived with it. It is also at these difficult times that heroes are borned. I made mine at the crunch and stood by it. Some ppl appreciates that, while others suffer because of that. You can never please all.

So should i be nice? Or should i just care less given the fact that someone has to suffer regardless of the decisions i made. Thats a painful choice which i have no idea. You are just stuck in the middle of things. *Big Sigh*