Thousands and one things so which comes first

There's thousands and one things on my mind now as im jotting down the things that are yet to be done and wondering how its ever going to be completed. Boss and colleagues asked me to relax, yet the deadline seems so near which is making me so uncomfortable. Mind in a complete mess over which one i shld do first and which has precedence over another. prioritisation seems so difficult when one thing is connected to another and all seems so impt!! how!!

Joe once told me the idea over URGENT and IMPT. But cant seem to recall that lecture now. He said that what is urgent might not be critical and something about what is important might not be urgent. So there is always a need to prioritise over the work we all have. (something along this line.. but i cant remember what he said! haha.... )anyway.. I cant decide what's on my list is URGENT/CRITICAL/IMPT too..

Is working life so tough? Or am i just too hard on myself, setting too high standards on things and being the perfectionist i knew im capable off getting it tolls? Im suddenly getting disturbed and disorientated after a year back at work. (time really flies man....) Have I been too idealistic (many said i am) and too demanding (some ppl said i am) ??? Have I watched too many cartoons or films that makes me believes that all things are possible as long as you put your heart and soul on it. (can still recall many miracle scenes that i watched on TV that had made the impossible a reality) But in the bottom of my heart, I knew there are many things i can do in order to make things progress better.

So many questions, but yet no answers! So many ideas which no one shares and so many things and yet no hands. Sometimes dont you just feel so small in this world we are living in....

~Sentimental Bug~