Turn Left or Turn Right... Am i heading for a dead end

Its me again... Keeping my promise to Blog as frequent as time permits. Its a Friday nite and was supposed to attend Jeff's Bachelor party. (He too is kissing his freedom away!) However, i guessed work was tough this entire week and it has finally taken a toll on me. In this typical condition, one would rather spend time "nuahing" at home than to be out partying.. I guess this is what usually happens when one gets old and going out seems to be too cumbersome too, especially with traffic getting so heavy nowadays. Who is to blame for reducing COE prices!! btw, i got my COE at 26K.

This is rather ironic too... When I was younger and poorer, I would always try to find time to go out. Catch a movie, playing pool, shopping and partying... Now that im older with more savings, I would rather spend time at home to watch the shows on TV!

Anw, the topic today is about the cross road that I will face in a couple of months time. To those who know me well.. yes, its the time when my bond will end! The next logical question that will naturally follow is whether I should stay on or seek a greener pasture somewhere else. Frankly, i dunno ...

I used to love the job and was very passionate about what im doing. But over the recent months, the passion is diminishing, probably because I have matured, and seeing more of the organisation, which can irk me at times! It does not help when people around me are leaving as the job market is doing well. There are plenty of jobs and opportunities for people to explore what they truly want in life. There are times when I tell myself that I should follow suit and do something that I really want to be. Maybe a banker, an astronaunt, a jockey or a flyer, and moved on from the tree before i get fully rooted with the comfort and shelter it provided, for the big unchartered forest, where i may find my gold mine and "Happyness"!

Comfort is something nice to have, yet one can become complacment when you get it. There are too many considerations.

Getting a headache even as i type this... haha..

anson