Internal Struggle

How many a times have our hands and brains been fighting... Almost constatly! whereby reality of food/poverty and dreams (i.e. model, artistis) were never aligned and we spent almost all of our life chasing and talking dreams, without ever realising/doing it.

The struggle get even harder when we get older whereby committement becomes heavier and the burden we are carrying lots heavier...

How often do we admire those who pluck up the courage to forgo everything he/she has to persue the dreams he/she holds....**thinking that he/she must be mad to let everything go** and only to regret after awhile why i didnt do the same when that same person came back successful...

It all abt WHAT IFs?? 2 words, with deep impact to our lives... A never ending struggle? Maybe... but ultimately, be happy cos you cant have best of both worlds!