Tired once more....

Drove to work using an unfamiliar route and evidently got myself all lost in cck. (Stupid rite!)haha.. First time that i ever went to the remote part of Sungei Kudat and getting myself all mixed up in this industrial estate.

Ultimately... Im 5 mins late for work... well.. " talk about being smart"

The day went by quickly with boss not around today (AGAIN!). Think he is in the "bo chap" mode since he's leaving soon and poor me gotta slog hard for the job meant for 2 of us. His arrows seems to be getting further by the day and poor Bug having to plug them out one by one. How i wish i can put on my shiny bullet proof armour (as wat corr says), but it seems that it just pierces through me even though im well camouflaged.

Think i need a long break. From the environment, people and the work. Its draining me and im feeling it. Im no longer as happy as i used to be, though im still loving what im doing. The Man, Machine, Medium in office is slowing driving me crazy. How many times do i still have to be the *B* in order for things to be done. Im loosing frenz in office.

Luckily, the weekend is approaching. My inner Batt is charging ever so slowly and drying too fast on weekdays. haha.. How can i get myself all fired up again? *A new job (improbable for the next 2.5 yrs), A new working environment (not likely) , stop being perfectionist (possible), or a new found paradigm (possible)

Many of us will probably choose the easy way out and move along the path of least resistance(rightfully so), but at this stage of Bug's life, i thought that this would probably be unwise for me to do so. (Or maybe Bug's always been an attention seeker and slowing down reflects on a failure). I dont wanna give up!

With problems and dilemma like that, how can i continue to motivate myself to soar higher up in my career. Maybe to some, im probably pouting nonsense. haha...

A bug's life