~PAIN in the back~

Feeling weak..

Back injury hasnt heal as fast as i would have love too. With the amount of sport activities lining up. really wonder if im wasting my time doing all these training, when i feel the pain all the time.

Golf on monday wasnt that satisfying when each swing comes with a pain till i have to call time-out to rest. Sigh... really feel that the body isnt as hardy as before anymore...

Bowling today was bad.... cant even hit a decent average. I tot my shots were good, but as usual, they key word here is "I TOT".. (The usual army term of u think... i tot... who confirm). Cant get the pins to fall, miss simple spares = D.E.A.D

Shall not use my injured back as a lame excuse for my lousy performance. Dont tink it affects me to such an extent. Guess the more expectations i have, the lousier i feel usually.

Moral of the story:

"Expect less" ?? ...... neh............... "but continue to work hard to perform better next time rite"?

On a more serious note,
work is getting tougher by the day. Still tied down by lots of incomplete work and meetings to attend. Sometimes i feel that these meetings disrupt my work cos usually, nothing beneficially for me comes out of it. Im basically there just to show my presence and to take the shit if it comes along.

Guess i need another long break soon before my leave gets frozen from Oct - June next year. kinna sad rite... but that is the price u have to pay when i put on the uniform!

Time to get away...